RD - The end of a beginning

The end of the beginning, well after so much of hardwork and commitment it finally paid off. With over newbies attended MIA and over 50 people who attended Breakthrough it actually paid off. Wasn't convinced with myself that the team could pull it off but at the end of the day. The statistics prove it all. Being my 3rd year in AIESEC sometimes i think i wish too much. Wanting everyone and everything else to be perfect. Forgetting what AIESEC is all about. The learning. The mistakes. and the learning from the mistakes. All this moulds a person into someone better. Someone somewhat more experience and thus making it a lifelong journey of unforgettable learning. I'm learning and hopefully i'll pick it up fast. Hey life is short so i better get as much out of it.

Thank you EBs, Management Team, Rene's team, MCs, other LCs and Ben Ong our alumni. You made me realise the reality i am in right now. And i'm sure you've touched the likes of others as well with the short little chat you've had with us. I hope to inspire that day. but aspired was what i brought home. and for that i thank you all.

Moody moody me

I don't know what i'm feeling right now.
Classes are starting, am really looking forward to it.
But something just doesn't seem quite right.
AIESEC is giving me the usual headaches but nothing i can't handle so far.
GE as usual with that freaking snake in charge giving the usual crap.
Whole load of twist and turn from a freaking multinational company shit.

Well obviously i'm in a not so good mood right now.
Just need someone to talk to.
But nobody seem able
Nobody willing, heck even i'm not willing.. to share what i want but will not
Not when i'm feeling like crap and everybody else thinks i'm alright.
Can't blame them though.
I always look alright.. even when i'm not
Cause a smile is what i put on me most of the time.