Stubborn me ;)

It feels like the exam period all over again! With tons of work to do but so so so freaking lazy! A lot of things to be completed. datelines to be met but yet so so lazy! Well have you eaten something really really tough? (tough as in really chewy til the point it becomes inedible?) I feel like that right now. Well in a way i think of myself as that piece of meat heheh Being so freaking stubborn and not giving up but at the same time not knowing why on earth is it being so tangy and tough! I feel like i'm never gonna give up! That's for sure. But at the same time i'm not doing anything to help the situation. Never giving up is one thing. That's just being stubborn i guess. Well i am stubborn. Most of the time i won't admit defeat even when the whole roof is collapsing on to me. Even now at this point of time, i won't give up.. And i'll start doing something instead to prove that i'm not giving up. Instead of just saying i wont give up. I'll actually try to do things instead!! Well i know its how it should be done in the first place but rambling everything out blogging aimlessly about sometimes helps me realise things :)

When all else fails

When all else fails,
Rise up and persevere,
Do that thing you just did,
If that's the best you can do,
Then try harder, reinvent those ways,
Try new things, do it differently,
Just make sure with every single step you make,
you know you're trying, and you know you're getting there.
Persevere!!

Because exams are over

Exams are over!! Woohooo!! Monday after my paper i straight went for a movie! Madagascar2 hahah well not really a first choice for me but hey anything goes cause you know why? Exams are over!! Then at night i had an EB Meet with my dearest EBs and you know why?? Because exams are over!! After the EB meet we went to grab some err supper and sent FC back home and talked in the car and do weird crazy things and you know why?? Because exams are over! Then me, lia, may yee n melvin went to the lookout point and stayed there until the early mornings and you know why?? Because exams are over!!

Then on tuesday met up with UM's Chief delegate and his assistant and then me n lia went to Bukit Bintang to shop with no money!! ahahaha and you know why?? Because exams are over!! Yesterday went for a farewell lunch for Ming Ching and Kent Heng because they are leaving for their internship in Taiwan (Sadly it's not under AIESEC though).

And today later in the afternoon i'll be meeting up with James for some AIESEC stuff. And you wanna know why?? Because I'm an AIESECer ;)

Precious waiting :)

TWO more hours until my last paper of the semester

FOUR hours until its over :)

48 hours

Approximately 48 more dreadful hours.. The last exam paper.. Its so close.. Yet so dreadful..

I'm trying my best to studythis freaking subject but i just cant! My body is already in Holiday Mood! Full Speed ahead! Woohhoooo Study?? What study?? Exams are nothing!! Holidays coming!!


K let the part of me who's worried take over me once again... Well i screwed up my previous paper... Sitting in the exam hall looking at the freaking paper wondering how can i possibly scavage some marks over here when i know next to nothing about it?? Hahah plus counting on all the carry marks and estimating the marks i'll get for the amount of crap i wrote.. Well li fah said she thinks she's crazy for calculating all those when in fact she's suppose to be answering the questions.. Well you're not... Coz there are people out there who does that... and I am one of them as well :)


So right now.. at this point of time... I have my book on my left.. My notes on my right... My lecturer's slides just a click away.. but i'm blogging.. and wasting my time... Not doing what i'm suppose to be doing... and why not?? I have no clue..

Bad Vibes??

I'm getting bad vibes from studying this Mechanical Vibration subject!!



Getting vibes from studying freaking vibration! I'm about to go crazy studying this stuff!!

Serves me right for studying last minute though...
as usual.



And the worse part of it is that i rarely touched the subject throughout the whole semester.

So now i'm left with approximately 28hours to cram all those vibration stuff into my tiny little brain. (When i say tiny i'm not refering to my size as a whole but more to the brain in general when compared to other parts of the body thank you).

Failing is ok since i'm already planning to extend my studies for a year to do my internship.
Well its OK but its NOT AN OPTION!!

Wish me luck! Pray for me! Do whatever you normally do when your friends are sitting for an exam. Gotta bury myself into my notes now.

:)

Hijau - Zainal Abidin

Hijau by Zainal Abidin

Bumi yang tiada rimba, Seumpama hamba,

Dia dicemar manusia, Yang jahil ketawa

Bumi yang tiada udara, Bagai tiada nyawa,

Pasti hilang suatu hari, Tanpa disedari

Bumi tanpa lautan, Akan kehausan,

Pasti lambat laun hilang, Duniaku yang malang

Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan, Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan

Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran

Bila di jiwa kita masih lagi muda, Dan mentah... Ku lihat hijau

Bumiku yang kian pudar, Siapa yang melihat,

Di kala kita tersedar, Mungkinkah terlewat

Korupsi,opresi,obsesi diri.. Polusi,depressi,di bumi,kini

Oh..anok-anok, tokleh meghaso mandi laok, Besaing,maing ghama-ghama

Ale lo ni tuo umurnyo bejuto.. Kito usoho, Jauhke dari malapetako

Ozon lo ni koho nipih nak nak aghi, Keno make asak,Hok biso wei,pasa maknusio

Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunio.. Tokleh tehe.. Sapa bilo-bilo

Easy going song, environmental, human ignorance, reminds me of the NOW we're in...

At times like this

At times like this,
should i bask under the light,
let it tingle my senses,
or hide in the shadows,
under the tree.. in the field.

should i feel the grass underneath my feet,
those soft green things,
blanketing the dirt below,
turning brown to green,
nature at it's best.

At times like this,
we shall rejoice,
hand in hand, side by side,
we will, stride by stride,
rejoice.. we will.. rejoice

For how long can we keep saying,
"At times like this"
For time has its ways,
of making small instances seem crucial,
undeniably,
it has its ways,
at times like this


falconaire :)

Quote

"One thing you learn in science is that there are no perfect answer, no perfect measure"


taken from the book Mechanical Measurements Prentice Hall.

:)