The Morning Blues

A few weeks back i had the chance of taking the Putra LRT during the morning peak hours. Its been awhile since I've actually taken the train(thanks to me car =p ). I never thought I would live to see this day. The day when fellow Malaysians actually queued up in front of the doors to the trains to get in.. Well its not really a line and there are those few ignorant fools jumping queues but what the heck! There was actually something that resembles an orderly queue as I was waiting for the train. I was smirking my way as I squeezed my way through the train resembling that can of sardine people always compare to when its so freaking packed and compact.

After awhile standing, trying my very best to keep myself erect (literally) and looking around I realised that I was feeling so solemn. I looked at the person next to me. then the lady on the other side. Then i turned all over looking at each of the people's faces around me and it struck me with a blow!! None of them are smiling! Everyone are like walking zombie's lost in their own world. Thinking of the 'what would i do if i wasn't stuck on a sardine train, thought. Everyone's eyes we're staring dead into space.

I decided that i wouldn't be like them. So i smiled. I smiled as if it smiling would keep me alive. As if it's the happiest day in my life. SMILE people SMILE!!

It doesn't really matter if you have a reason to or not. Coz smiling just makes the world a better place. for YOU, ME and THEM

Gone are the days

This post is dedicated to the.. gone are the days things of hostel life... Coz now i'm actually living at home!!

Gone are the days when ....

1. Food is served on time 3 times a day
2. Curfew is meant for the publics' oppinion on university students' safety and not for students (Coz the UM pak guard doesnt bother anyway)
3. Random late night movie dates
4. Late night/early morning parties
5. Random yum char sessions at places too hard to comprehend.
6. Sudden AIESEC meetings
7. Others which i can't think of right now..


Gone are those days... sigh

13 days and 56 more to go

It's been 13 days since she left. About 56 more days until she comes back.

It's been hard sometimes,most of the time, needing someone to talk to. She's always there for me physically the 3 years and 5 months we've been together. Well now she's still there for me i guess. Just not physically.

I yearn for her. Now more than ever before. I miss having her near me. Just having to drive at most an hour to see her.

I'm waiting for your return lil lia. and i yearn for u. now n always.

lil miss lia

Lia left on Friday. She went to the land where gandhi was born. The land so vast and so rapidly booming while at the same time so traditional. The land called INDIA. Why of all places did she choose india? Well firstly its because its within her budget and the other reason is because she wants to experience how its like to be in a country like India. Which the world populace portrays as somewhat a dangerous overly populated country. She chose india so that she can experience those things, and to see whether india truly is what the media has said it was.

I miss her dearly. She left with a good cause.. and i supported her all the way through.. but deep down inside... i feel like grabbing her close to me n not letting her go. hugging her tightly with my head lying ontop hers.. breathing in the sweet smell of the perfume that i gave her.. not wanting to let her move away no matter what the reason is..

It'll be 65 more days until i get to see her again. I'm glad i have numbers to count down to. counting the days. knowing that she's gonna come back. I hate not knowing. Cant imagine her being away from me and without me knowing when she's coming back. at least i know.. at least i know.. and for that.. i'll wait.. willingly.. patiently.. and hopelessly in love..